Being a Firefighter.

It's been 7weeks since is enlisted to SCDF already. Time really flies! Monday will my firefighter interview.

I had many concerns before i made the choice of going for this interview.

I knew that i wont be easy and the trainings will be much more for me.

But i've always wanted to be either a policeman or a fireman when i was young.

And now i have this opportunity.

During this 7 weeks, my journey wasn't really smooth. Have to sign extra, training being so tough. Being so tired. I barely have time for myself. Only once a week i have time to read the bible.

Now having to go to fire fighting course. My time will be minimize more than i am in PTP phrase now.

Yesterday during service, Daniel cheah gave a word of encouragement, and it really hit me hard.

It was from Matt 6:33.

³³But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.

I was so much more reminded to seek God first before anything. I really want to.

But i have to pay the price and to be willing to pay the price.

God, i really really need you. God, lead me, control my mind, hands and feet. I am so weak on my own, i need you by my side. Only you, can remind me of why am i living in this world. I need your strength and wisdom. Lead me. Teach me to obey everything that is in your word and commands. I can never do this on my own. Hold me close to you God. I really need you. Help me to seek you and your righteousness before everything i do, before every decision i make. Help me to walk close with you, renew me day by day God.

Jesus i need you.

Amen.